Monday, August 25, 2008


You still believe you love him
I still believe I'm right
You're lost and I can't find you
You're somewhere in the night
We've got nothing left to talk about
This time it's goodbye
But you can't hurt me anymore
I've no more chance to cry
Walk away
Gonna build our plans to start again
Walk away
We're gonna turn our backs on love
And walk away
Captivated by you
I'm reaching for your love
Living in your shadow
But that was not enough
You don't seem to care about
The reasons that I give
We'll go fall in love again
Survivors always live
Walk away
Gonna build our plans to start again
Walk away
We're gonna turn our backs on love
And walk away
I love you
I love you still
I am broken by your words
But I love you still
Walk away
Gonna build our plans to start again
Walk away
We're gonna turn our backs on love again
Walk away
Turn around
Turn and walk away
We're gonna turn our backs on love
Walk away
Turn around
Turn and walk away
We're gonna turn our backs on love
Walk away
Turn around
Turn and walk away
We're gonna turn our backs on love
1980 The Babys (J. Waite, J. Cain)

the words speak

Listen, there's a foghorn blowing
from the coast tonight
Remember making love in the rain?
Strange how laughter looks like crying with no sound
Raindrops taste like tears without the pain.
I'm not much without you, can't leave
if I wanted to. maybe that's why you stay around

But tonight I'll sit here tending the fire
and pace the floor one hundred times in an hour.
And check the voice-mail for a message you've called.

I'm all alone
It's just another rainy night, without you.
Waiting by the phone. Alone.
It's just another rainy night, without you.
Guess I'll leave a light on for you.

I know I've said it before
hate the sound of the closing door
and your footsteps walking away.

you know

No more nightmares, I've seen them all
From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move
Every open hand's there to push and shove
No time for love it doesn't matter
She made a difference
I guess she had a way
Of making every night seem bright as day
Now I walk in shadows, never see the light
She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye

I don't believe in love
I never have, I never will
I don't believe in love
I'll just pretend she never was real
I don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I see
it still
I don't believe in love
It's never worth the pain that you feel

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Keeping with Good Sunday

Check your earholes on the new Metallica.

Havent made my mind up up.

Bang it!

Sunday Good News

I have Bat Mite for the next month!!

Still is moving but to keep her in the school she regestered with she needs to catch the school bus pick up by my house.

If at her mothers she would have to go to a whole new school for a month due to zoning.

We pick her stuff up tonight and for the next month she is BACK!!

Good Sunday to you all!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Well hell

You're going along life.

You think that everything is going pretty good.

Money in your pocket.

Good times....

Then the gods throw you a fuckin curve ball.

I just got a call from BatMites mom.

They are moving to Round Lake (about and hour from here) at then end of September.

This is after it was agreed that she was not going to move until after the school year. I have yet to talk to BatMite but I will guarentee it will not be a pleasent conversation. Sounds like this caught her off guard too.

You know I think the gods are just fuckin me enough to see how much shite I can take.


Well I am handleing this like every one in my family would.

Drunk as shit.

Numbs the pain and allows me to deal without the emotion. (he he somethin the ex was pissed that when we were together I would never get angry. Just push it inwards and deal with at my own time. Gotta love it)

Well true believers the Wayne Manor is a pretty fucked up place to be.

Fuck The World.

My assault starts now. My new name is Ice Man. I answer to no one by myself.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

For Contagion

Would you watch Monday night Football if this was the lineup

Happy Madden Day!!

Now I would be playing now but 2 important things...

1. Broke until Friday

2. Red Ring Of Death on the X Box (look it up) I now have a 400.00 paperweight.

Fuck the world

Monday, August 11, 2008

Holy Shite I am A DAD!!!

After Saturday's big "talk" I thought that we had moved on and could get back to our "normal" routine for Batmite and I

Huh thought wrong.

Had a really good time hanging with and really talking to Batmite on Sunday as well. We had planned on going to the movies but of course the car problem has not been corrected. My buddy says that I have 2 things that is constant.

Hoopties and Hose Beasts.

Hooptie for the uneducated refers to a car that never runs or when runs poorly.
Think Uncle Buck.
And for Hose Beasts think crazy, neurotic, girl.

Fun huh?

RIP Brother Man

Bernie Mac - Def Comedy Jam - video powered by Metacafe

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Deep Saturday

Well the day started off well enough.

Overtime at the workplace and home by 11 to spend the day with BatMite.

Planned to walk down to see a movie and have a late lunch/early dinner. After the movie (Hellboy 2. Not a bad movie. Had it's moments) during the meal I could get the hint that there was someting that was bothering her.

When we got home it kinda opened up and we had I think our 1st, real deep conversation. We talked about her and everything that is going on with her mom and just where she is at right now. Pretty deep stuff for an 11 going on 12 year old. We continued to talk until about 9 or so when she was brought back to reality by her friends calling her on the phone.

We go from talking about farts to her feelings. Holy christ the teenage years are here!!

Friday, August 8, 2008

Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog

Nathan Fillion alert.



"I'm gonna nail the same girl twice. They say she does the freaky stuff"

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Time to kill post (but still pretty cool!)

Props to the Onion AV Club (link below)

They have a post to pick your favorite album (remember those kids?)for every year you've been alive. Kina cool I thought and really a trip down memory lane.

1973 The Birth Year!! My assault on the world starts now. I answer to no one only me and myself. (look up that quote)

Seals/Crofts Summer Breeze I REALLY love this song and album. Makes me long for a beach house someday.

Desperado by the Eagles Tequila Sunrise is one of the best songs on it.

I'm sure there are others but these I actually have on vinyl and still listen to.

1977 My California Days. Living in San Diego and enjoying the beach every day. Digging up sand crabs for a quarter and hanging with the nudists that lived a few doors down. Also this little movie you may have heard of came out. Star Wars. I remember eating an entire box of Coco Pops to get the Star Wars sticker in it. Ahhh good times

Cheap Trick the debut album form the Rockers From Rockford. Funny thing is that most Rockfordians have their own Cheap Trick story. How they met back in the day partied exc. Dosent take away from pure rockers like "He's a Whore", "The Ballad of T.V. Violence" "Taxman, Mr. Thief" and the BEST Trick song "Mandocello"

Ok more tomorrow.

Trying out

a new look. Christ I need something.

Any suggestions on templates or sites?

Really having problems with my sidebar and having widgets and things fit. Any suggestions?

Do I really want to ....

Live in Vegas?

props to Vegas Rex. (go check him out)

I hate August

1. Due to poor money managing by me I have 40.00 to last me 2 weeks

2. Gotta get the car fixed. No wheels

3. Summer cold. These suck

4. Forboding sense of doom. Dont know why just

Hmm hope YOU have a wonderful day